THANATOS THOUGHTS

On this, malignant aridity of a Sunday night

I entertain the thought

Of my dog’s death.

I’ve nursed one before to his final sip

We gave him water through a syringe

Told him it was okay to leave,

To go to his favourite beach

This is that dog’s own son

Who I’m having palpitating fears hereof

Tis why my love is doubled up

He’s his Dad reborn

Grief will be a noose-tight harness

Hanging above all that is good but my

Feet won’t reach the floor to move on

With the loss of our Dad forthcoming,

I hope Mum will laugh again

In broken pieces that will code her grief in

I don’t wanna lose my dog as well

But if I could trade him in

For the man that’s ill

I wouldn’t

He’d sacrifice himself